Don’t let my demeanor and physical stature fool you, I am NOT an athlete. Growing up, I was always one of the taller boys in elementary and junior high school. So people always thought I would be great at basketball. Two minutes on the court and everyone knew I was the most valuable player for the other team. I was great at dribbling, as long as it involved liquids trickling out of my mouth and down my shirt. Trying to bounce the ball, walk and/or run, keep an eye on my fellow players, and keep the ball away from the opposing player was far too advanced a task set for my staggering mental and physical capabilities. Walking was a sufficient enough challenge. There were a couple unwritten rules which helped everyone on the court when I played basketball. If you want the ball to stay in play, do not pass me the ball. If you wanted to try to score during this possession of the ball, do not pass me the ball. If you wanted the ball to be passed back to a member of our team, do not pass me the ball. If you wanted to chase the ball after watching it fly between someone’s hands and bounce off their face…..by all means, pass the ball to me. If you wanted to watch someone forget which team they are on and give the ball to the first person that asks for it, pass the ball to me. If you wanted to see someone double dribble, travel, or just fall over while holding the ball, pass the ball to me. The amazing thing is that my athletic ability doesn’t stop with basketball. No, this staggering level of skill on the court extends to football, baseball, tennis, tiddlywinks and thumb-wrestling. I’m the only person I know who suffered a muscle strain playing a game of Mousetrap. I don’t want to say that I’m uncoordinated, but using the TV remote requires me to use Olympic level reflexes.
I know I have talents to share with the world. I can say the most awkward things at the most inappropriate times. I have a staggering ability to take naps. I’m messy, lazy and disorganized. I have the attention span of a squirrel on crack. Yes, I am the total package.
In spite of all my specialized “gifts” and “abilities” I know that God loves me. I know that Jesus died on the cross for my sins (which by the way outnumber the needles on a longleaf pine). I know that I am called to live by faith, trusting in the sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal life. I live with all my shortcomings and failures knowing God is faithful and just. I know that grace is not based upon my ability to shoot a free throw or hit a home run, but on the work of Jesus Christ. Hebrews 12 says 1Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. I am not strong or great or worthy, but Jesus Christ is all I need.
Chad